Lyrics
An Apology
I’m sorry
I cannot seem to solve between
desire and necessity.
I don’t know what I want.
I don’t know what I need.
I’m sorry
I cannot distort myself,
put it all back to who I was before.
if I should change at all
if I should just change more
I’m sorry
I cannot understand
how to grasp at this reality
I slip away easily
I still fight while I am sinking
I’m sorry
I cannot stand my thoughts
they seem nonsensical, so immature.
Caught between force and ease
I don't know who to be
I’m sorry.
Hollow
I've lost my way
Wandered where the shadows like to
play
I've gone astray
Cornered by the fears I tried to shake
I've been betrayed
And now, I've got nothing left to take
Carrying a soul so hollow
I will go where you cannot follow
I’ll bare my teeth and paint my grin
While we fight a war no one will win
I have no name
Maybe you'll find it for me someday
I have no face
It crumbled away without a trace
I have no shape
Am I a shield or am I a blade?
Carrying a soul so hollow
I will go where you cannot follow
I’ll bare my teeth and paint my grin
While we fight a war no one will win
I haunt this place
Another welcome I've overstayed
I tried to change
But I'm trapped in re-living my pain
I'm chained to fate
You better run away when it breaks
Nobody is safe
I'll leave only carnage in my wake
Nobody is safe
You'll watch as I lay waste
Nobody, nobody, nobody is safe
When I'm
Carrying a soul so hollow
I will go where you cannot follow
I’ll bare my teeth and paint my grin
While we fight a war no one will win
How will you fill the hole that held
the heart you used to know?